Sometimes we go through seasons where we really want something but when you think of the greater outcome of it and the implications of it, you may begin to wonder if it really is all worth it.
I think this is a season I am in now.
I have a lot of proposed changes I could be potentially facing soon, and because of that there is a reality that is present also.
Right now I am trusting God with my heart. I am not sure where my life is headed but what I do know from two years ago is that God called me to live my life in truth and to go in the direction of peace.
Two years ago God promised me that I would be given the desires of my heart and that my prosperity would be in having a family that is rooted in the word. He told me that my needs would be met, and that he would protect me. He also told me that I would have increase.
Over the past couple weeks, I’ve been praying over a scenario that I have questions about, a lot of questions. A lot of questions that now have me questioning myself and elements in my life that I believed to be more secure.
Long story short, I ran across two devotionals that expressed very different but related ideas;
- Wisdom observes
- Let God’s truth be your bottom line
Within the last three or four years God put me in a space purely to observe things and people. Needless to say, a lot of hard decisions were made.
I almost feel that I’m back in this space again where I’m suppose to be observing. I ask for so much wisdom and revelation from God, but ultimately he gave me common sense and a sense of conviction so I could always evaluate things for myself.
I will never forget the times that God delivered me and kept me. I cannot forget what he said to me.
No matter where it takes me or how I feel, I have to let his word be final.
Keep me in your prayers,